Cleanse the Waters
A few months back while meditating I had a vision that the Divine Masculine aspect of myself was sitting with me on a beach, meditating with me. Between us were two chalices , both filled with murky water. He told me to take them to the water and empty them into the ocean so I asked the Ocean for permission, which she granted. I then refilled them from my breasts - - this felt like an allegorical way of showing that I am the waters, I am the ocean as we all are - Muma ocean surged up to add a splash of water into each of the chalices. Returning to sit in meditation, I felt the grief of the wounded masculine and feminine. The ways in which we have placed our wounds on to each other, our children, our parents and ancestors, our brothers and sisters, all our relations, both human and non human. As well as the way in which this wounding extends beyond humans into other dimensions as the same stories of betrayal and hurt play out again and again in mythologies and belief systems across the world. Again the chalices are emptied and this time Muma Ocean refills them completely. The chalices grow in size and we both dive into one, our bodies dissolving into water before emerging as dragons - flying through an interdimensional portal and travelling to another plane. On this plane there are many people forming a spiraling formation, and as dragons we fly around and around the center, forming - re-forming ley lines of the New Ancient Earth grid.
It felt to me as though the two chalices were representative of the Piscean age and the Aquarian age each holding equally murky waters, perhaps illustrating the way in which our preconceived notions and rigid ideas of the future had already tainted our collectives waters and meant much has needed to be cleansed and grieved before evolution and full embodiment can be possible as well as the cleansing needed for the age that has just passed - also given that time is not linear, both future and past and present exist simultaneously, so the waters are the same. We are all the ocean, we all hold memories of our ancient future, we are all the creators of our own reality and hold everything and nothing within us. A new world is being birthed collectively, there is no where to go except coming home to our bodies that are the Earth, that are the water, that are the Divine. I keep asking myself what does life look like if I consciously create it and obtain my dreams and desires, in those moments I realise that the present is all there is. Looking around as I walked along the river this morning, I saw Heaven before me. The Earth is already far ahead of us. She has chosen a higher way of being and is calling us to follow her and remember that Heaven exists within us. By living in presence, choosing love in each moment, offering the body care and regulation and releasing attachment to the old stories of betrayal, domination, power and competition life moves not as a burden but as a dance and a joyous comedy that is constatnly inviting us to move beyond our self imposed limitations towards our birthright. Towards Union, harmony, Heaven on Earth.